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How I Tamed My Social Anxiety (Through Sex Therapy)

I’ve been seeing a sex doctor for the last few months because I want to last longer in bed. Yep, so that’s that. It’s been one of the most transformative experiences of my life and has changed the way I view anxiety and negative emotions in general.

I expected to painfully dig out nasty issues that I’d unknowingly buried but it wasn’t like that. Doc did most of the talking during our six 1-hour sessions. He dropped his wisdom on me and I listened. We barely even talked about sex.

Doc taught me about how the brain works, how the mind & body are connected and how emotions work. He helped me make some mental changes and I’m happier now as a result.

We covered a whole range of ideas but there’s one exercise that had the biggest positive impact on my anxiety.

Before Sex Therapy

Before I met Doc I was pretty much running on anxiety like a fuel. It was so omnipresent that I often didn’t realise it was there.

In some social situations it would slap me in the face like this giant wave of negativity. I would drown in it. I got stuck in a negative feedback loop fed by anxious thoughts and I couldn’t get out of the loop until I got out of the social situation.

The anxiety took over my whole body in those situations. My muscles tensed up. The world actually seemed darker because my focus shifted from what I saw with my eyes to what I thought in my head.

We’ve all been there, right? It sucks. It stops us from having fun and living in the moment. What’s worse is we make life decisions based on how comfortable we think we’ll feel in given situations. Who knows how many great opportunities we’ve missed because we’ve surrendered to our social anxiety.

After Sex Therapy

After doing Doc’s exercise for a couple of weeks I started to notice some changes. The anxiety was still there but it didn’t overwhelm me like a giant snowball anymore. I found that I could actually zoom in on the tiny, individual negative thoughts that formed the snowball.

I could pick up each little negative thought, examine it, decide if it was valid and throw it away if it wasn’t. Most weren’t. Once I could see each thought clearly it was easy to dismantle the snowball.

I found that as I edited the negative thoughts away I became more aware of my surroundings. The world got brighter (yes, visually) and more fun because I got out of my head and focused on what my eyes saw, my ears heard and my body felt.

Anxiety is probably still my most dominant emotion today – the slight stress helps me get shit done. But I now have more control over how I react to it. I’ve learned how to feel anxious and feel okay about it at the same time, and that makes a huge difference.

Sometimes when I notice him showing up (Mr. Anxiety that is) he feels like a friend I’ve known for a long time. He’s much nicer when I treat him as a friend, instead of beating him away all the time. It turns out he actually has a lot to offer. I’d just never given him the chance.

Who Are You, Mr. Anxiety?

We all have an autonomic nervous system (ANS) that regulates our bodily functions without our conscious input. It has 2 main divisions: the SNS and the PSNS.

Your sympathetic nervous system (SNS) is responsible for freaking out to keep you out of danger while your parasympathetic nervous system (PSNS) restores calm. They run side-by-side all day and balance each other out… except when they don’t.

The 89 second clip in the video below explains what they do. Watch it. It’ll make things a little clearer.

And this page gets science-y about it. You probably don’t need to read it unless you really want to.

So… potential threats (external events or negative thoughts) trigger your SNS.

Like when you congratulate Charlie for getting the highest score on the exam but your tone sounds a little bitter because he beat you, but you’re not sure if he noticed or not. Everyone in the group looks at you. Are they all giving you the evil eye or are you imagining it? Crap! Your heart rate increases and your muscles tense up thanks to your activated SNS.

You notice a shortness of breath, sweating, tingling throughout your body and a bunch of other bodily reactions. You can’t identify the threat in your external environment so you turn inward. Negative thoughts flood into your head and flare up your SNS even more until, voila, you’re in a loop of negativity. That’s Mr. Anxiety.

Why, hello there, Mr. Anxiety.

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This is when your PSNS is supposed to show up and save the day. It turns off the stress reaction and restores balance once you acknowledge that you’re not actually under attack.

The problem is that when you’ve got 1000s of negative thoughts snowballing together it sure as hell feels like you’re under attack, so your PSNS doesn’t know you’re safe and doesn’t calm you down.

“Shit, I said the wrong thing.”
“Damn it, my voice sounded like I was being sarcastic when I wasn’t.”
“Crap, I bet Charlie thinks I’m a dick now.”
etc. etc. etc.

The exercise below helps you snap yourself out of negative thought loops by activating your PSNS at will.

The Exercise That Tamed My Anxiety

The cool thing about this is that you don’t have to trust me to know it works. I’ll show you how to feel it working right now.

Think back to a negative thought you had today.

Write down how you felt and what you told yourself in your head. Use the present tense as if you’re feeling it now and start your thoughts with “I…”.

Bring back the feelings. 2-3 sentences should be enough. This will give your sympathetic nervous system (SNS) something to freak out about just a little.

Now that you’ve fired up your SNS, what changed in your body? What changed in your mind? Write down everything you notice. Use present tense and start your thoughts with “My…”. Don’t use “I…”. See my example below.

This will activate your parasympathetic nervous system (PSNS) and you’ll notice your anxiety response calming down. Be curious. See what else you can notice. You might only catch 2 or 3 things the first time but you’ll get better at it the more you do it.

Example:
Sympathetic Nervous System
(SNS)
Negative thought: I feel stressed about writing my article. What if no one likes it? What if I’m a fraud? I’ve been procrastinating all day and now I feel useless because I’m not going to have enough time to finish it today.
Parasympathetic Nervous System
(PSNS)
Body reactions: My focus is in my head. My mind thinks it’s a fraud. My eyes are glazed over. There is a lump in my throat. My heart is beating faster than normal. My gut is heavy and pulsing. My left thumb is rubbing my right forefinger. My shoulders are tense. My upper body is tingling.

 

Did you feel the difference? By using “My…” language you begin to see your anxiety as something separate from yourself.

Your whole life you’ve probably been telling Mr. Anxiety to fuck off, which makes him feel even worse. It’s like telling your friend Sally that she can only talk to you when she feels good. You haven’t been a very good friend to Mr. Anxiety.

Mr. Anxiety’s just trying to look out for me. When I accept him and tell him that it’s okay to feel scared he chills out. This is what I mean when I say I’ve learned how to feel anxious and feel okay at the same time.

If you want to try it out I’d suggest doing this exercise once a day for a while, because doing it regularly is important. You break down your anxiety prison by noticing more negative thoughts and bodily reactions.

You can also do this exercise in the moment you catch yourself having a negative thought instead of recalling it later.

Here’s another entry of mine as an example:
SNS
PSNS
23 July
Negative thought: Couldn’t recall a negative/judgmental/anxious thought. Great fucking day. Actually that was one for a split second just now. I feel a slight pang of stress/worry. It’s like I expect myself to be perfect and potentially missing a negative thought today feels like failure. And if I fail I feel like I’m not good enough.
Body reactions: My stomach sank. My heart tightened up. My energy and motivation seem lower. My mood seems less positive, more miserable (but only slightly). My head is asking “What if I’m not doing it right? What if I don’t achieve my goals? What if I fail?”

 

It really doesn’t take long to write 50-100 words per day, and it benefits many aspects of your life. I still do it daily.

P.S. It made a difference in bed too ;)

 

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8 thoughts on “How I Tamed My Social Anxiety (Through Sex Therapy)

  1. Recently I was feeling really depressed, worse than the minor depressions I have occasionally had for years. I also had lost all interest in sex. I was about to ask my doctor to recommend a therapist, but then I realized I should first check my medications.

    One of those medications was a beta blocker. Its listed side effects matched my situation exactly! I stopped it and felt better almost immediately.

    What do beta blockers block? They block the receptors for adrenaline, and are known to stop anxiety. They are used to block anxiety by people who need to perform in public. They partly block the “fight or flight” reaction.

    In my case, with the beta blocker gone, I could feel a tiny thread of added anxiety, but it was a good thing, driving out the horrible blackness of the depression. It also restored my desire for sex.

    I think anxiety is not so simple.

  2. Spot on man. I reckon everyone finds their own step to your ‘Mr Anxiety’. Mine is going for a bit of an afternoon garden
    When i feel that uncontrollable urge to dig a hole and live in it, a step back a few thoughts and find the seed. I picture me dressed up in overalls, a summer hat and a shovel (bill and ben the flower pot men mode), wonder over to that spot in my brain where the seed has sprouted, and dig it out. Ive been doing it for a while and its certainly helped, however recently the seeds have been hard to find so im back in a bit of a limbo. Did you get any advice on what to do if you cant find where the initial sense of anxiety comes from?

    1. Hey Bianca, I’m not sure that finding the seed and digging it out is quite the same thing, because trying to get rid of the anxiety ends up planting more seeds and giving it a stronger hold. I find it more useful to try to feel all of the anxiety fully, and even let it expand and take over because that’s when it seems to let go, rather than looking for the seed.

      Does that make sense?

      1. I can second this.
        Taking control of anxiety has a lot to do with learning how to meditate. A great way to think about that is to view your thoughts as cars and you’re simply sitting on a bench along the street.
        Each time you have a thought, you:
        1. Acknowledge its presence as an observer (this separates you from the thought just as using “MY” instead of “I” language does in the above post)
        2. Label the thought as useful or not useful
        3. Watch it pass

        As you do this, you will get better at viewing your thoughts more objectively and understanding that you are not your thoughts, that they are separate from you and can be managed.

        You do this for good and bad thoughts. There is no need to label them good or bad, rather, decide whether they are helpful or hurtful from your seat safe on the sidewalk.

        If you try to fight them, they will only strengthen their hold. This is a psychological phenomenon that we, as humans, are all guilty of.

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